Thursday, April 28, 2005
i wanna make dis quick n short.
i also wdntmind a nice happy burfday balloon for mi burfdae.haha.
counting dwn...1 more week 2 go!
yay!
exam!
library...gotta go now.
ta
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Friday, April 22, 2005
heloo.
had 2.4km run 2dae.not dat bad.i got a!!!14 mins.so happy.ooh i finally got a silver...mi standing broad jump werent an E,so silver!!yay!finally!haha.
had tamil mid yr exam on wed.getting da results on
MI BURFDAE!of all places i hafta go 2
tamil class on mi burfdae.sigh.
was santhiya's burfdae on thursdae...gaf her half her present...didnt haf enough cash nor time to get da other half...so after exams...i shall.i sang her a burfdae song on her birthdae n i was da 1st one 2 wish her.m i sweet or m i just so sweet?haha.
exams are just round da corner.DOOMED!i reali gotta mugg.shit la...was on da com for da past 2 hrs.how to mug like this!?i still haf mi untouched ss,hist elect,physics, lower sec maths n duno wat else!doomed!each dae im like telling miself 2 mugg...but dis whole week so busy.pft,tamil class,tamil exam,lit talks n piles of homework!sighh.i shant tok abt this.it stresses n depresses mi.shall tok abt something happy!like
mi burfdae!haha.
duno wheter i'll get da time to update anymore.cos exams are like sucha busy period...n it'll zoom by oh so quickly!y its already april!5th week of 2nd term!before i know it...i bet i'll be sitting for mi O's!
im actually downloading da 2006 O level chem syllabus :
u noe...i realised
i reali cant seem 2 live without chocolates.just a random thought.
guess wat?
MI BURFDAE IS COMING!haha.was dat ego or what.i shall blog mi burfdae wishlist.so exciting!(santhiya...see burfdaes are soo fun!dun be too modest abt ur burfdae...be like mi!haha)
Jaishree birthday wishlist- new wallet!billabong or roxy.
(preferably dark coloured ones.but i suppose any one would do.u'll still get hugs n kisses frm mi.)
yes,yes i've finally gotten over mi phase of getting "purses" that can hold almost everything...including mi fone.
-v-neck pullover!
(again dark colours like black is desired.thank u for your co-operation.haha.)
yea i still havent gotten it...n i haf been wanting it since last christmas!
-bags
(any type.simple ones would do.something dat can hold little books for emergency.)
actually i've seen some reali nice cheap ones.
-more clothes!
(im in desperate need of clothes.for sizes u can approach mi.)
this is like da norm wants i haf every year.i've always wondered how it'll be 2 get clothes as a present.
-cute,water bottle
(im hoping xiang xiang knows what im tokking abt.be mi santa xiang xiang!)
actually dis one xiang xiang hopefully can get it for mi...cos she knows what im toking about.so maybe this item is just for yuxiang.(she's xiang xiang la)
-nail strengthner
(how could i forget!mi nails haf no strength!not much help that i pick at them whenever im stressed which is practically all da time.)
i reali need these!im hoping mi sista can get them for mi...cos she knows where to get it...i dont.
well thats abt it for mi wishlist.see i dun wish for alot!i dun mind even if ppl share to get mi da gift.
i will lurve u if u can get mi either one of these things.*muaaks*
MAY 5TH O5.05 05 05.SPECIAL BIRTHDAY.DUN FORGET!
haha.
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Tuesday, April 12, 2005
heya.
lets see.i came back frm tamil class n was talking on da fone 2 shuwen till about 8.20 or so and now im gonna blog.damn i was suppose 2 go study!!!sigh!2 or issit 3 more weeks 2 exams.im reali reali reali far behind!!diee.sigh
fridae had da taiwan exchange programme.so farnie!they were nice and everything and no we didnt haf a communication break down.dere was 3 of them together wid xiang xiang,mi n jennifer. the taiwanese ppl were called
jia xing(she was da prettiest n da nicest n da one wid da best eng.i like her soo much!!!she was da most sensible one.i so lurve her!i bought her a bag as a prezzie.she was reali tired n was sleeping in macs.oh ya she decorates neos very well!)
then dere was fai reng or actually im not sure.i never got her name rite.(she was ok,quite nyce and also da one who i gaf a pad to.im so nyce.haha.she and da tou were crazzy about animae!much 2 jennifer's delight.haha.)
then dere was da tou.haha yea big head.its her nick name,cos she has a big head.she saed it herself.(the most loudest but in da end she had a sore thoart.i had most amt of communication break down wid her.she kept looking at mi as tho i was mad!!)
then when we were eating at taka rite,then when da rest when 2 da toilet,there were transexuals behind us...n i kept trying 2 tell her," wo men da ho mein you na ren who are ni hais" i suppose she never understood n kept gifing mi dis ___ look.den when she finally understood her expression was so farnie!!her eyes got bigger n everything!haha.
we didnt do much wid them as they were reali tired frm their sentosa trip da dae before.we went 2 far east...neos n animae.sighhh.then we ate at taka n practically stoned dere cos we cldnt decide where 2 go n they were reading their animaes : then we walked abit,n took da mrt 2 toa pah yo.suppose 2 rest at xiang's hse but she had no keys n no one was home!!!so we made them wait at macs wid jennifer while mi n yuxiang ran and bought them gifts.then we stopped by HDB hub and saw da giant giant quilts.quite nyce.then we went back 2 their hotels,to their rooms n hugged and ya left.we never did much...but they were tired...man i wanna do it again!but this time round i'll make sure i'll do a good good job.
didnt go sch ytd.had upset stomach.diahorrea la.mi butt was on fire!!haha.every 5 mins i had 2 rush 2 da toilet n mi sista refused 2 use da toilet after dat.wadeva la...it werent smelly!haha.
had physics test 2dae.ok i suppose.but when da marks come back then diee.
well few more weeks for exams...shoot havent started mugging yet!!doomed!but its all gonna pass by very very quickly.
mi BURFDAE IS COMING!!!CANT WAIT!ALR THOT OF WISHLIST!HAHA.hint hint.
damn.mom's calling.ta.
await mi wishlist ppl!haha
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Thursday, April 07, 2005
in da library now.its damn damn freezing.and it doesnt hlp that im all flu-y.
i wanted 2 be sick n now dat im hafing da flu,i no longer want 2 be sick!!im contradicting mi ownself.well i want 2 e sick...but not flu sick but ratherfever sick or something liddat.i got mi flu after getting wet in the rain. mi sista borrowed mi umbrella n forgot 2 put it back.sigh...
qute alot of things haf passed.altho mi com is already fixed...we still haf 2 bang the com when it gets all fuuny.dumbness.n da com guy can still insist he fixed it!sigh.thats why its so hard and annyoing just 2 get da com started...so i rarely go online.bleahh.
besides there aint much time any more.there is only 3 more weeks 2 da mid yrs n i haven started studying!!im panic-ing but im not doin anything abt it!i guess its easier said than done huh.its also damn darn scary when everyone around u is mugging away.but i just cant seem 2 find time!tamil class n everything just eats up mi time n time goes by so so slowly.im like so dead...and i actually feel guilty but i cant help it...but im already planning for what 2 do
after mi exams.i just cant seem 2 help it!jaishree ur doomed!!!each time i tell miself im gonna turn over a new leaf...it just simply doesnt work!unfair!ok its not unfair...its just mi :(
and i know god is always dere for mi...but i also know god wants mi 2 put mi own effort as well.he doesnt want mi 2 go 2 da exams without studying but simply claiming dat god will help mi.god will help us.duh. but god also wants ourselves 2 help ourselves.god works in us...n we 2 haf 2 contribute.
im so happy wid mi new tutor!she is so pretty!!i feel so fat next 2 her...wait im always fat.haha:P but realli now that she's teaching mi...from just da log test alone i improved by 7 marks!!!n logs was a topic i got confused n werent paying attention to.hehe.she's like always encouraging mi...i feel so assured that she's there.im indeed thankful 2 god for sending someone like her 2 mi.u know i was telling mi mom that onli when mi tutor is there...i can do well.n mi mom was like "but u cant bring her along 2 da exams!" true.haha.
i realised something.something that i think is right or nice...doesnt seem 2 be or da same 2 others.im not gonna say what or who.but lately i haf realised dat what i believe in...no...what i tnk is nice...isnt all dat nice 2 others.they think otherwise n they feel that wat i hate...is nice,but what i like is not nice.do u get mi?
i duno y im actually bothered.but im da type of person whose 'enviroment' makes a whole lot of difference.i like cant study if someone or something is putting mi under too much pressure or stress.im just like that.but weird some ppl seem 2 work better even if someone is putting them under pressure.i'll just diee n panick if i were them!
sigh.everything is just going too fast n complicating.but i suppose somethings are just not explainable huh.
2mr we haf da taiwan trip exchange programme thngy.mi excitement has died down.duno y?
well gotta go now.
keep on tagging n don't miss mi too much.haha.i know u will :D
amelia!!since i cant sem 2 tag u...i shall "tag"u here.haha.oooh cool t-shirt!haha.so sweet of u to think of mi when u saw CHOCOLATES tshirt!haha:)
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